Christmas is upon us once again.
It almost feels like I’m taking it on the chin.
So many changes occurred this past year
Causes me to stop and shed a tear.
But tears can be good – they heal and cleanse
They help me look at life thru a different lens.
In December, 2010 my sweet Gram went to be with Him
Her first Christmas in heaven not a light was dim
I’m sure it was glorious to kneel at Christ’s feet
Better than the best Christmas treat!
The day after Easter 2011
My dear Mom & Dad were carried to heaven
Oh, what a celebration there must have been
But here on earth, the drenching rains caused quite a din.
Yes, I am sad for the way the were killed
But I know it was what God willed.
Just one day before they laid hands and prayed for Stacie, Kris, and me
That we would follow God’s will, that we would see
What wonderful things God had in store
They prayed, His love on us would pour.
The day before that we were all together
At Sarah and Tory’s we did gather
And heard the news that they were expecting a boy,
Little Jayden Troy, who would bring us such joy!
In September he was born on his very own day
He came into this world his very own way.
Stacie, too was with child once again – this time a girl
Our hearts and minds were awhirl!
Two new grandbabies for me
How could it be?
It almost seemed they would take the place
Of Mom and Dad who had finished their race.
I know they had prayed for them and their kids as well
They prayed thru many generations so all would tell
They prayed for my brothers and me
They prayed for my children and theirs you see
They prayed for our family for many yet unborn
Their lives were not wasted; they would not want us to mourn.
They loved all their grandchildren but none quite like
The very first grandchild, a grandson named Mike.
They experienced love when they held him in their arms
He had captured their hearts with his unknown charms.
Their second grandchild brought another first
A grand daughter – they thought their hearts would burst!
Of granddaughter Stacie the Holy Spirit told Granddad that she
Was given the gifts of healing and of prophecy
Oh so many things have occurred this year
I could not list all the things I hold dear
But I would be amiss if I did not share
The birth of my granddaughter – it wouldn’t be fair!
In October, Novella was born on the very day
We were to celebrate her aunt Sarah’s birthday
She was named for her great-great Gram
A great honor for God’s little lamb.
The very next month we all made our way
To Aunt Sis and Uncle Virgil’s on Thanksgiving Day.
Yes it was hard – Mom & Dad were missed
But we still gave thanks as we hugged and kissed.
I am so grateful for my dear uncle and aunt
Lord bless them, dear God please grant
Strength, health, peace, and joy thru the years
As they struggle, love, support, and pray through their tears.
And so as we gather to celebrate another birth
The One who came to give us great worth
We rejoice for our dear ones who have gone on before
As they celebrate with Jesus, their families and more
Because of Christ’s great love for me
I know that one day I will see
Mom, Dad, Gram, Grandpa (the list would go on and on)
So I can’t be sad that for now they are gone.
This is a day to celebrate the great love of God
And to know that He loves me even though I am flawed.
And so I surrender my life to His ways
I will follow Him for all of my days.
I believe in the words of the song that I hear
It certainly has become so very clear:
“Then pealed the bells more loud and deep
God is not dead nor doeth He sleep
For wrong shall fail, and right prevail
With peace on earth good will toward men.
Till ringing singing on its way
the world revolved from night to day
A voice, a chime, a chant sublime
Of peace on earth, good will to men”